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5)    Locks of life..

         and   and …

6)    Parents’ dinner..

7)    Wedding planning…

        or     or   or ….

8)   thereafter..   

1)   Once again, just want to feel your existence..

2)  Exchange some life happenings..

            joys, secrets, nonsense..

3)       Watch a nice movie together..

              french.. ?

4)      have a nice meal.. blended with love

I want to be He’s love, woman and wife, not He’s friend..

Do not taking invitations from strangers.. need to guard the self against potential bad people.. If i want to keep myself safe for He. Until we meet again..

A usual day, busy with work, with He in mind.  Love being around He, love his peacefulness and love his warmth too.. I recall the talks that turned idle, the turn saddened me a bit, but its subtle and tactful. I know i would see He soon. Happy.

I trust He, I can feel He’s sincerity.. Want to hug him tight!

I always have a feeling within..  I am not the type He likes.  He would like beauties like Angelina Jolie or 杨丞林。My being around is to be He’s friend. But I love him. He is kind and friendly, warm and funny, worthy of love. I dont know when one day, a girl of his dream will appear, and He will take her as the one, but I do know, we would still be friends even if He has found He’s.. This has been my beliefs all the while.. Struggling between the ideal and the real, or rather the real and the ordeal..

Tears accompanying smiles, sadness accompanying bliss.. I sincerely hope everyday, that happily together forever is what we are blessed with..

He might love me with his imagination of me.. and with the imagination i have portrayed. He might love my words, my sentiment, my voice.  But does he love my look?

I need He to love everything about me.. I would feel satisfied and fulfilled. His love has been very fulfilling for me.  I need He alone.

miss He tonight. Celebrating my friend’s birthday at Cineplex tonight, watching a French movie. Its a plain movie, everything is very subtle and low profile, but i like it.  The kisses and the tangos.. i want it with He.

He and me, plain, deep in love, needing each other, loving each other. I learned from the plain movie that love can be plain yet deep, calm and passionate too..