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Rainy night. Best if i could cuddle up in blankets in bed, can’t do that, so i cuddle up in blankets in front of computer. About the same, equally cosy.

Starting to get lonely, so i need to have some replacement of thoughts to combat the loneliness. I have so much work on hand, its wierd i still feel lonely.

I have a fridge full of food which i dont have the opportunity to cook. My sister’s maid is cooking for the family, so i conveniently desert my cooking duty.

Need to experience my loneliness. Need to dive in and swim out, if not would feel very restless.

马照跑，舞照跳，只是心儿失落了。

找一找，瞄一瞄，不到一会回归了。

A bit blur tonight. Its like half drunkard, think i ate too much roasted chicken for dinner, and the poultry might have been a drunkard when it’s alive. Poor me and poor thing!

Would finish some more work before going to bed. Hope can get all done by tonight.

Just give my friend a call and ask her to drink whole lemon + olive oil everyday for a healthy stomach and liver. She said she has been drinking lemon juice for a period of time but stopped after not feeling anything.  I urge her to continue, this time, to include the lemon skin too, knowing that she is having high blood pressure and cholesterol problem at a age just few year senior than myself.  Dont want to miss her as my friend.

Wish i could make the drink for my hubby too. He might say ‘yark’ ha! Just wish to take care of him well so that he can concentrate on his work. Just wanted him to be extra healthy.

Have been talking to people for the whole day, colleague, nephew and  clients. Have not done much work at all. Remember the weekend schedule arranged by the client. Got to get most done by tomorrow. Phew!

Still ‘enjoying’ the ache and pain arising from the yoga exercise yesterday.  I read books and they say one must like the pain to succeed in yoga.  I think i will succeed in yoga. ha!

New colleague is quite raw, needs a lot of instruction to get things done.  Its fairly patience testing especially when schedules are tight and everyone in the office is tied and coaching eats into work time. Hope her learning curve goes exponential soon.

Was watching the TV tonight, a tax lawyer and his web date. Its very funny. One bluff that he is a criminal lawyer and one uses a blonde as a foreground to her plump black photo, and its a real comedy when they meet. The protaganist looks very familiar, but i dont know his name. He is a good comedian. The movie should ends well, i am only 3/4 way through the movie now.

Miss my friend, but i know, i should not be thinking of him too much and too fervent, for that’s where and when i will go out of equilibrium.

Just came back from yoga, dinner and sister’s place. Had a stretchy session today, the instructor help me into a full plough position.  Feel the ache on my back now, but the suppleness of spine is improving. Feel quite happy.

The party is in dire need of young blood, but its the most difficult thing to come by. Still believe in good and sincere leaders, but certain things are beyond my capabilities.  Just wish all is well with the party and would chip in at areas where i can.

The security is not good nowadays.  News of attacks are frequent. Nothing much everyone can do. Maybe only prayers, precautions and luck.

Work is pressing, 2 phone calls planned my weekends for me. Both chasing for reports, though 1 of it is not yet due and another one threw her job onto my hand. To shout took up the same time than to work. So i choose to do her job for her.

Would sleep now, and if i can, wake up early tomorrow to get some work done..

Had a long day today. Went to meet my sister in law for dinner and had a little chat.  Without realising, it was already nearing 11.00pm.

Had a discussion with comrades today on jointly giving of condolence bouquet, many hours of discussion and nothing decided.  Maybe only Confusious taught ‘a needle and see blood’, or the enthusiasm of getting things done is not that high among the group. I just strike me that everyone is different, and that i have a lot more to discover about people and people relationship.

Was worrying about my nephew and his job search.  He has a high living costs yet not as high capacity to endure hard work. Fairly similar phenomena among the nephews. Its fairly worrying, but its sad i cant do much to help.

A lot of work to accomplish. Should be accomplishing this month deadline by this weeks. Phew!

Trying to locate the book named man are from mars and woman from venus just now. I think i might have lend it to someone or it must have been somewhere deep in the box. Maybe i will have better luck some other day.

Went to a little clan gathering and tasted some ‘Lung Yen’ clan food just now.  I think its the first time i tasted one since i am a grown up. Would learn up the way to make the clan food so that it would not die off. Nice tasting food, it would be a pity if my nieces or nephew, or if i have children or husband, my children or hubby wont get to taste them many years later, because no one would know how to make them anymore.

A day full of work challenge. Find that it is easier though more time consuming to do work rather than review..

Too much supper, full stomach and i am sleepy..

Dented my car while going backward and run into a railing.  Gotta get the rear light and the dent area replace and remade few days time. Fairly inconvenient and fairly costly too.

Plan to start with my enzyme making these few days. Got to get a big glass bottle and the necessary fruits and rock sugar. Sometimes  I think, why dont i buy the ready made fruit enzyme to drink? But i think its interesting to make on my own.

My rubbish enzyme for cleaning purposes is due for harvest in 2 weeks time.  Fairly excited about it because i am going to have 15 litres of such and can share it with many friends and colleauges the ‘product’ and the experience.

Fairly relaxed evening.

What is on a man’s mind at the moment of trust?

They are always kind to not hurt those who trusts, they are always gentle to touch those who trust, they are always sincere to act on the promise whom their lover had trust.