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Felt like starting a life with my boyfriend straight away, because life is short and i dont feel like wasting anytime living without him. No one knows what will happen tomorrow. Maybe i will be sick, maybe i’ll suddenly have heart attack and die. It would be dying with regrets..

Every morning, life is busy with a lot of food preparation. Pre breakfast’s lemon olive oil drink, then soup, raw vegetables or steamed fish for breakfast or sometimes lunch boxes. Some times defrosing dinner ingrediant, within half an hour of jumping out from bed. It is always a great achievement because i have broken the record of preparing, prebreakfast, breakfast, lunch and dinner within 1 hour, plus packing. Wow! and all are nutritious food.

These few days, i am having fairly cyclical mood. Understand my body well, so i just smile a bit more, and relaxed a bit more. Life is good with my boyfriend around, because i know i can count on him to love me till the end of our lives.

I was busy with my facial and storing the grocery that i bought early this morning until i did not realise i have not convey my smile to my boyfriend today since early afternoon. Feel indebted to him for my short memories, and would like to tell him, i am happy and love him as always..

I was thinking of my nephews just now while cleaning my face.  They are two years plus now, and one of them is taken care of by the baby sitter at the babysitter’s place. This boy cries so muh everytime the parents sent him back to the babysitter’s place, and every weekend, when he is back home, he really enjoy his time staying at home with the twin brother and his parents. He smiles so wide and was so playful and happy.

But when Sunday night come, when it is time to go back to the babysitter’s house, he can already sense the moment. He become so irritable, and I really pity him, but reality is it is not easy to find a person that babysit at home. Unless my mother would like to babysit him, if not it would be quite impossible to bring him back home. I hope there is a nice solution to his plight soon.. Everyone is feeling sad that we took away his happiness.

I should have understood my boyfriend better.. He is a jovial person, playful and loving. I become so serious and think that the world is coming down on me.  Oops.. I give him pressure lagi.

I did my DIY mask tonight. Too excited about the DIY mask that i jump the queue over the off the shelves mask. It feel really great after applying some fresh milk and some herbs on my face for 15 minutes.  It’s so cooling and refreshing. I actually feel that i can eat the mask itself. Haha! External and Internal cleansing at the same time. Either that, or diarrhea tomorrow.

I would be growing more patient with my work and colleague from now on.  A patient colleague is a blessing to the firm, so i must make myself one. I walk slower nowadays and smile slightly more often.  I think the change in diet helps make me a more patient person. Maybe i should feed my boyfriend with lots of fresh veges and fruits and fishs next time. Taming technic. ha!

“Do not exalt myself in the king’s presence, and do not claim a place among great men, It is better for him to say to you, “come up here’ tha for him to humiliate you before a nobleman.”

Was reading this phrase just now. My boyfriend is my king to me and i’m a queen to him too probably.  So, equal out.

Maybe we can have a palace feast when he is free..

Researching on DIY facial mask for the whole night, although some serious work is due tomorrow. Quite happy and excited about the research until my sister called and commented on something about matters. My mood swing downward a bit.  Sigh!

Started to feel stronger in faith now, and find life more fun to be in.  Read Bible when i need, and found that it gives solution to all problems i face.  It is very encouraging, and suddenly life is not so scary anymore.

Feel happy for my boyfriend as he is happy with his work.  For the many traits he is, i am lucky and am glad that he is my boyfriend.

Doing eye mask now. Searching through the fridge, I have quite a bit of stock of mask left, some eye mask, some facial mask.  Probably, i should finish using them first before DIY. If i am consistent, the stock should finish within 1 month’s time.

After that i could develop my own using greens, and some oils, honey, egg white, or whatever.  Saw a lot of those prescription on the web today.  It would be interesting, and maybe it would have better effect on my tied looking face.

Hope my boyfriend don’t chide me for spending energy on these shallow skin deep things. If he would like to, I’ll develop some nice one and apply for him.  It can be fairly relaxing as he just need to lie down and rest while i busy with the potion.