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I was perplexed when i receive phone call unexpectly.  I always wonder is it real or is it a game?  I know i am too serious. Too much hope maybe. If it’s from other people, my brain juice was drying up thinking over and over, the game part. Dont enjoy free fall after being in heaven.

Start a calorie count record online.  Realise that i eat quite few calories daily. Although the amount of food i ate is already considered a lot.  Maybe i should just drink some olive oil, fish oil and virgin coconut oil.  That would save a lot of hassle.  But taking short cut can be dangerous.  Susah!

Hope i would hear from my boyfriend soon.

My love is as sensitive as Mimosa,  misinterpret his words, so the best to minimise hurting him is to withdrew. But i am wrong, and he makes me understand with just a simple line. He is just amazing.

The easier way to enleaven my worries and make me smile instantly, is to bribe my mom with an outing.

my boyfriend and i can go to organic farm for an outing.  I think there is one some where near Ipoh. Organic people don’t put on makeup that much and are usually quite thin, i will be seen normal in my boyfriend’s eyes in comparison.

I like to munch on raw vegetables too, fresh and crisp, and my boyfriend will smell like morning dew too with all the organic vegetables as staple food. Raw vegetables also will keep all our body system forever young, so that i will remain attractive to my boyfriend forever, like Maggie Cheung to her the now boyfriend.

Very importantly, i want both of us to be very healthy all the time so that we can make love to each other until we are very, very old.

Want to gain weight, but no time to eat properly.  Susah-lah. Net suggested eating 5 meals a day, how i wish it was mails instead of meals that i can gain weight. 4-5 kgs, should not be too difficult?

Putting on weight has too many good advantage, like look better and better to hold, so that my boyfriend will afixed his eyes on me only and not around me. Also, more strength to do massage and revenge when necessary. Also, having some buffer of weight to lose, as i lose weight easily and gain weight not so easily .

Books say, eat, exercise and rest. So simple yet so tough. Remember 刘文正’s song ‘阿美阿美’，.. 虽然我没汽车洋房，吃的粗茶又淡饭，只要你陪我做伴，包你白白有胖胖。I am quite 想往哦！

Can we have more than one goals ? To love and to hold.

Would like to learn that.  Hopefully my arms are powerful enough to learn.  Need quite a bit of strength to do so, i think.  Looking forward to practising it on my hubby. He deserves a good treat after a day of hard work, and accordingly it helps in good sleep.

Got to find out where can i learn the art.

No mood today, its like the best thing to do is sleep.  But there are still a lot of things to be accomplished.

Always admire my boyfriend.  He is always positive and full of energy. Don’t know how to be positive and energetic like him. I think its his positive attitude.