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Quite a happy day today as work are accomplished at least for this stage.

Saw my yoga instruction helping a classmate who have lower back problem to do massage. I steal many looks trying to learn up the way. It is an interesting art, hope i can master the art too.

My boyfriend lovingly allow me space to work these few days. I am amaze with his accomodation and planning. Just love him very much.

Have been waking up early the past few days. Felt quite happy with waking up early. It seemed like, mind and body are both very fresh for most of the day. Sleepiness come towards the end of the day only. Hope my boyfriend would sleep early, early too, if possible.

Just came back from lunch. Was doing e-filing of documents for the whole morning and the system is very slow. I wonder, what to do?

While doing work, i was thinking of how to translate my love for my boyfriend into something i can do now. Then i thought of learning up skill of massage. I could entertain my boyfriend while keeping him healthy. Learning up the acupunture points would be good. Enthusiatic about the new project. A good teacher is what i need to achieve that.

Got to go back to work. My efiling again..

I was wrapped in beautiful gifts from my boyfriend today, colourful, witty, cute, tranquil. Felt touched, it is a loving feeling. If the gifts comes in every other minutes for two hours, he must have spent 3x the time preparing for them. I feel so loved and am very touched, but i also felt like hugging him for hours, so that he could rest and rest more.

Understand he could not be with me right now, but he had me in his heart every day. I just love him more everyday.

Boyfriend is healthy, but I know his health will glow some more with good rest. I like to see his face glow with happiness and health. I just know he will, with me around, wait on him to sleep everyday. (smile)

Love him so much, until i feel like being hugging him like that of a panda bear onto the Eucalyptus tree. Tell myself, he will be my eucalyptus tree soon.

Gotten some work done, but there is always more to do. Hopefully can wake up early to get that bit done tomorrow morning.

Went to visit an uncle this evening, partly for work purpose. Was talking to him and discovered that he had a few chronic disease including high blood and high cholesterol. Although he eat very healthily, healthier then me. It boils down to the fact that he sleep very late. I reflect, book says, sleeping early build up blood reserves, and sleeping late deplete blood reserves. And blood is what repairs and detects. With declining blood reserves, body auto repair mechanism is halted to give way to the daily more important bodily function, breathing, heart beat, and movement, thus chronic disease results.

Deep down, i think of my boyfriend. Love is allow him his way. I want to be with him for many many years to come. We’ll find a way..

Read an email which describe how different a boyfriend and a husband can become. It is quite true, thus depressing. But dad once told me that it is not for me to worry about meeting someone good, what i need to worry is becoming a good person first. It is very encouraging.

Got some computer system problem to solve. A few friends gave me suggestions but i am short of time to test them out. But seeing lights is encouraging enough.

At awe with boyfriend’s wit, logic and rational mind. Feel like he is a fortress where i can rest on. But i have this fear that he does not like to be leaned on, because he will feel uncomfortable and unnecessary. Love him anyway. I will just imagine his arms when i need him.

Boyfriend is a very sensible person, he works very hard for our future and the family. He deserves a big kiss.

Got to work tomorrow despite weekend. But work is taking shape, so it is quite relieving. Hope boyfriend has a smooth work time and good rest time everyday too.

Sneezing and slight running nose today. Felt quite messy with tissues and teary eyes. Interpreting positively, probably the body is processing some chronic conditions and it will become stronger after clearing these mucus and flam in no time.

Hope my boyfriend has a good day at work and rest and hope that we would be together soon.

Feeling a bit down, because i am on the least urgent list of my boyfriend. Feel like a deflating balloon.

Can feel his unaltered focus on work. Hope that he has enough rest time everyday. In all ways, love him.

Hope i will be with my boyfriend soon, because i miss him.

Brought some boiled Chinese herbs soup from home today and felt that the soup is fairly helpful in recovering the body. Think i should not be lazy and skipping on making the herbal soup next time.

Someone came to my office today and i was reminded of my boyfriend many many years back in my office. The person was talking about similar senario and i kept thinking of my boyfriend and reflecting on his voice. Hope i would see him soon because i miss him a lot.

Surf the net tonight and found many useful clues to the issues that i am trying to solve. Felt relief for a while. phew!

Big big kiss for my cool boyfriend! Don’t know how he does it, but i just feel bad that he spent his rest time sending gifts. He is cool, and i just love him more everyday. Looking forward to the many many happy days with him very much.

Wish that he rest enough after work tonight.