Maybox’s Weblog

A rough day at work, because i have low emotional intelligence and became defensive. I need to seriously work on appreciating differing views from now on.

My boyfriend has much much better EQ. I know i would be able to get guidance from him on areas of my personality that is not good. He is my guide when i meander off. Feel very hopeful and happy because i have him in my life.

Going off for a weekend break. Guess i am bringing work along, because working leisurely is relaxing too.

Wishing my boyfriend a happy weekend too.

Got scolded today, feel like sulking, throwing tantrum, yelling. Not angry, but i feel quite shameful, because i imagine things out of the blue. but on the other hand, quite happy too, because boyfriend is in good shape.

Boil some barli with white coloured chinese herb today. Felt quite an achievement because its like i am coming out with new soup recipe everyday. Accordingly, these will produce fairer complexion. I still cant get over the temptation of outter beauty, although, also hope that i have enough inner beauty for my boyfriend to love and adore me .

Looking forward to spending the rest of my life with my boyfriend soon.

Bog down with work. Trying to cultivate more patience in work. Opening a computer file seemed to take a long time and points explained seemed not getting through to my colleagues. Sigh! Sometimes think, this is part and parcel of work, i will just lay low and continue with more patience.

I always talk about work, i dont know how my boyfriend feels. Hope he would bear with me, a lousy girlfriend.

Dont know why, just miss my boyfriend a lot today. Listen to a song by Liang JingRu, and i miss him more. Feel like crying, went out of the office into sunshine and food, and i feel better.

If my boyfriend know about it, he would be distracted and started worry about me. Dont want him to feel that, because i dont want him to worry about me and eat up his rest time. I guess crying is good sometimes for it releases emotions and stress impeded.

Love my boyfriend, his sensitivity, his dedication, his straight forwardness. He is cool. Hope God would let me be with him soon.

Boyfriend is a practical man, from him i found a sense of security. Love him.

Reading from the newspaper is not a happy thing nowadays, as the society is getting more violent and crime prone. Parents are worried about their children’s safety everyday. Feeling the loss of a safe and secure environment. If before, i can go places alone, for the fresh air and crisp morning dew, now i think twice before venturing. And many more things..

Hope could be with my boyfriend soon.

Understand that boyfriend’s work transcend time zone. My mind is ticking away, in a soft and amicable way, how to make both ends meet. (smile) I guess, if he knows that, my boyfriend would be frawning at a girlfriend who is so strong headed and wierd..

A girl friend asks me to go for a short weekend breaks next weekend at one of the highland. Imagining the cool and fresh air, and her promise that it would be a totally relax trip, i decided to go. How i wish it was my boyfriend that i am going with. Hope we would be together soon.

Cough is subsiding. Happily going on with work and hope.

Hope boyfriend has a smooth and restful day too.

Cough, Cough and cough and quietened with a sip of water, and repeat. That was the most common act of myself today. Reluctant to take any medicine, strong head as usual. Hope the cough would cure in a few days time.

Me and mom went to temple to pray for my father today, as it’s his anniversaries. Felt quite peaceful because i felt that dad would be happy with us too if he knows all is fine at home.

Work progress fine. But one very happy thing is a new colleague is picking up quite well. It is one of the very happy thing that can happen for it would reduce my workload soon, so that i could have more time with my boyfriend in the future.

Feeling very hungry now. Felt like eating bread and fruits for dinner.
Would take an early rest tonight, which have been the case recently. Enjoy sleeping early nowadays. Wish that my boyfriend would rest early too.

Today my dry cough is quite disturbing. Maybe my body is at its full force attacking my throat today. Maybe it will be better tomorrow. I always say that..,

but, felt that my face is more radiant nowadays. Maybe really my health is getting better.

Life is boring without my boyfriend around. Miss his love, but not disturbing him, because he has a pretty hectic life too. Just wish that he would be with me soon.

Feel sleepy this morning. Was imagining going easy travel already. Blue sky and soft breeze, sunshine and free of thoughts. Imagining, Thomas the runaway train, going through prairies and valleys. Imagining travelling with my cool boyfriend.

For now, i will just take a nap to sooth my throat.