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Feel like going for a relaxing meal or just laze around, but it remain a thought as i am inertia and lazy and without proper company. Imagining my boyfriend around, that would be prefect.

Body is feeling a bit jam these few days as pre menstruation period holds up a bit. If it clear by today, i would be back to the energetic self tomorrow.

Work is finishing for this month. But the thoughts go beyond now. It is thinking of the recruitment of new colleagues and mobilisation for upcoming’s work. Improvement on existing IT structure, and work flows, filing system and seating arrangement. It guess, the firm is improving everyday. Life is never easy, but happiness is the choice.

Feel happy that my boyfriend is accompanying me through the busy period. Thinking of him is a source of enthusiasm to live life to the fullest.

A few more days left. Working hard to finish the work. Progress quite well. Colleagues are working well despite the tight deadline. Would think of more ways to enhance compliance and efficiency. Hopeful of a better tommorrow for the office. With that i would have more time for my family and myself.

Working hard to finish up the work. Few more to go for the office.

Think of the happy thing and i am happy for the whole day. Smiling to myself, thinking of the funny email message, thinking of holidays with my boyfriend, thinking of capable and loyal colleagues, and happy office, i would become very enthusiatic and lively.

Thinking fondly of my boyfriend. Just love him very much for being him.

Like what my boyfriend said about being balance in our mindset and attitude. Not easy for me but is the path to take.

Quite pening today, as i encountered a difficult problem. Still squeezing brain juice trying to solve the issue created by a client.

How i wish i leave all the work behind and run away with my boyfriend. But then, i cant be irresponsible a person. The burden is too heavy.

My boyfriend is like water, versatile and moving, i am earth, plain and stagnant. i always smile thinking of our differences. Throught the years, i am slowly understanding him more. Appreciate and loving him for his patience to accomodate myself.

Moving slowly through the pile of work. As usual, finding ways to get things done faster while maintenance the quality.

Just blurting facts and feeling out is an enlightening process for me. Feel bad that my boyfriend always have to bear with me on difficult matters. Hope he would stay undisturbed as he is not expected to be the problem solver.

Working progressive on deadline today. Colleagues are progressing well and corporation is good. It is a bit amazing that the leaving colleague is pulling her weight well. However, the firm has reflected that they accept her resignation as she is more suitable else where. She would be paid her share of gratuities upon resignation to show the appreciation on her performance. I guess that ends the episod well.

Ate some forbidden food, battered fried chicken today. Feel a bit guilty. Would probably ate more vegetables to neutralise the omega 3 tonight.

Hope my boyfriend has a restful and happy day!

Greatful to my boyfriend. He is my torch in the dark, gentle nudge when i move in the wrong direction and opens me up to the new wide world. Just love him very much. Feel secure with him around, everyday.

In business, the margin is thinner than the older days with high staff pay-cheque and keen competition. Quality of clients rise and fall with the market conditions, and repayment terms drags, especially with big groups of companies.

Jobs are pouring in, and increase in staff inevitably cause the thinning of pay attraction due to gestation period of the training period and maturity of quality clients.

For a small firm, like the Company i work in, to support ambitious persons is no joke, especially in some case, within a period of 4 years, they are, without the family support, already buying high rise unit, a brand new car and undergoing a heart operation. It’s a reality of life. Understandabily, cost of living in this new world is real high.

Staff turnover is stressful on the firm’s resources, as training is stressful on the existing staffs, and privy information that lies in the firm might be compromised. Vacuum period would compromise work quality and losses customers confidence.

Killing off the slow paying customers is an options, but it has hugh repercussions effect too. Much more preparation work, eg staff reschuffle, repositioning of firm, is needed to be done if that is a step to be taken.

Thus, have been turning more to technology to save on human costs and staff turnover costs. Automate the mundane work flow, so that all human gets high pay and go home earlier without the stress of human problems.

At least going slower is less stressful for everyone. Money is not everything to me. I enjoy family time, cooking or just sitting quietly with my boyfriend in a small house more.

Understand my boyfriend’s concern about the possible roughage in our relationship. He has been an examplary gentleman, and i can sense my slow change for the better now. Know that we can sail through rough water together with love and respect. His gentle reminder would definitely bring my senses back.

Had a talk with a friend whom i felt is suitable to be my colleague. A like-minded person and a capable and responsible person. Felt that if she join, the whole work place is filled with like-minded colleagues that work towards the common goal of efficiency, meeting client expectation, yet going home early. Know that the firm is sailing towards a better tomorrow. Praying everyday for answers.

Understand that preparation for the unexpected in the workplace is always a necessity. Would kept in mind its important and know that the firm would sail toward auto-pilot in the future.

Not sleeping every well last night as i woke up at 4.00am and could not go back to sleep until 6.00am. Maybe its the coffee that i took in the morning. Not sleeping well the day before too as the sub conscious mind is working hard. Would make up for the lost sleep these two days.

Thinking fondly of my boyfriend. Hope he has a restful weekend too. Hope to be with him soon.

I am a very lucky girlfriend, because i have a very wise and loving boyfriend. Love him very much everyday. It’s plain blissfulness thinking of him everyday.

A bit stress today as one of the colleague put in her resignation letter. It will be an opportunity for the Company to change for a more suitable personnel, although that would mean more work during the transitional period.

Quite calm and is progressing in work. Thankful to the colleagues who are great helps in getting the work out. Appreciate them more when one is leaving.

Despite the daily happenings, thinking fondly of my boyfriend everyday.