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Thinking fondly of my boyfriend. Just wish to be with him very soon.

Going back the memory lane, my boyfriend and i have gone through many peaks and trough together through the years. I feel so comfortable with him everyday, that i smile to myself everyday, thinking of our days together.

I am a transformed person, dare to love.

Very happy that i am so close to my boyfriend today. It is a happy sight whenever he is around. Feel his depth of mind and width of heart. He is just amazing.

Taking one thing at a time at work. Putting important things first and urgent slightly next. It’s working well.

Continue with the training of the mind. Positive, strong and faithful. Know i will be there soon. It’s an attitute my boyfriend has with him naturally. Just feel lucky that i have him in my life.

Doing up an office manual today. It was a lot of work but the timing is just nice as professional review is around the corner also. A stone that kills two bird. Luckily, in the software library, there are ready materials to start off with.

Backup a lot of files today at the office, and would need to do so for the notebook that i am using tonight. Its hard disk space left only less than 1 gig. Would need to delete some files soon. To back up into the remote server takes hours. Hopefully the line is smooth tonight.

I need to constantly remind myself to be strong. The heart need to be strong and mind tough, yet faithful and soft. My boyfriend is a great help. When i think of him, i feel tranquil.

Tranquility is the word. Want that in my life.

Following the advise of The Book, charting up a desired life for myself, and charting up a firm of the future for my company, as inevitably both ties into each other.

Smile comes onto my face when i see my boyfriend this morning. He has a spirit so passionate about life that i am at awe. He is a lovely boyfriend.

Working at a more organised mindset today. Mental positiveness made a hugh difference. The challenge is to keep it up. Know i can do it.

Just love my boyfriend very much. He is the best.

A friend reminded me of a book, The Secret this afternoon. I remember my boyfriend gave me an excerpt of the book not long ago. Went to the book store tonight to buy it. Love my boyfriend, he just know what i need.

Hope to be with him soon.

Very stress today. Feel like just crying, work pressure is hugh with the scary volumn. I guess i have low EQ.

Wish i have my boyfriend’s shoulder to lean on soon.

Found wifi and could start working while waiting for the ride home.

Quite a fruitful seminar, as the sharings are fairly sincere. There are about 2,000 participants and it is interesting to see the flocks of a feather. Many speakers reminded of the continous upgrading and retraining. It can be very interesting if there are enough hands to share the work so that all in the office can go out for training once in a while.

Feel like discussing paradigm shift in work with my boyfriend. He is an innovative and knowledgeable guy. Would be very interesting and fruitful to exchange views with him. If only he is around.

Had not been seriously pursuing my plan of putting on weight as it is an enormous task to do research on the matter in the internet. If only God can dawn some idea on me as to how to eat healthy, easy and put on some weight.

Feeling of being supported is important for me, especially during trial times. It gives me the strength to carry on. Maybe it is due to my inherent insecurity in nature, or it is just human needs. My boyfriend will understand.

Sleep fairly well last night as the hotel is near the main road and the road noise accompany through the night. Slept for 8+ hours. Feel quite energetic again.

Fondly thinking of my boyfriend and wish he has pleasant day. Hope to be with him soon.

Mom understands me very well. All the trouble and confusion that i go through, she is there to support. She is a rock, strong and stable. She has gone through all before. I am indebted to her for being so supportive of me all the time. Maybe she understands how hard it is to be alone shouldering responsibilities.

I guess my boyfriend if given a choice would prefer a simpler girl. Sometimes, i think if i can choose, i would choose a simple life too, so that to be the lovely one for him.

In KL today attending a two day seminar. Alone here, luckily, i have internet acess. One speaker speaks of preparation and opportunity, of managing uncertainties in a practical way. Boyfriend had mentioned all those before, fondly feel that boyfriend is seriouslly a knowledgeable and wise man.

Unexpectedly heavy menses today, resulted in uncomfortable stomach and fairly weak body. Luckily, it passes.

Time just fly. Plan to do this and that tonight, but am quite tired. Would just go to bed early tonight.